To you my friend

We were still in high school when I first met you. I don't want to feel the way that I do. I just don't want to be a fool in your eyes. But, how do I explain that I fall in love with you..?


Although time has passed I still get suprised. I wonder why I keep you on my heart. If this feeling's proving anything I just want to say it straight from my heart that I miss You..


I'm scared to tell you how I feel. What would it take for you to see and to make you understand that I'll always believe that you and I can make it through.


Bittersweet memories, that all I can take with me. We shared our name on the silver necklace. Same as my feeling towards you, it's never faded.


But now I know you happy with your life. I wish you joy and happiness. But above all this I wish you love. 


I don't wanna see us apart but how do I when all words are pale..?
All I want is one more chance to show you that I love you. I was blind to let you go but now I want you back in future if there still love for me..

You'll always be in my heart

" Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead " - Adele.

This is the first song you dedicated to me and now i give it back to you. You'll be in my heart. Still in love with you. 

This song always remind me of you.. 

I don't want to say Goodbye..

HEART BREAK..FALL TO PIECES.. ;(

I'm sure all of us had experience this situation. It's really hurt. This is the first time I feel really bad breaking up with someone. I think that the best for him but not for me. I do regret with all my decision. Maybe I shouldn't have to let you go at the first time. But my heart really hurt when I know that you with your ex-Gf again. You know the best for you so I can't be mad about it. I can't control your life. I wish you all the best in your future. Thanks for been a part of my life even it just for 3 months. I really appreciate it. I'll never forget you coz you are my first love.

You make me smile dear GM..

Actually it happened on Feb 6,2012....

For the first time..he sang a song for me. It's feel like AWESOME..!!!!
I don't care about his voice. He's not an singer anyway. But i really like it when he start to sing me that song.. TONIGHT by WESTLIFE...it's our favourite band. His voice kindda nervous when he sang the first line but he can do it well. Love him so much. He promise me that he will sing a song for me every night before go to bed. You had promise me o dear..jgn pndai2 mau lupa..! kasi ketuk kepala nnt..!!

1st SONG..Tonight-Westlife.. will always on my mind..it's your fav song bh.. love you so much..!!

 2nd SONG, I miss You-Westlife ( Feb 7,2012 ) ... 2 month anniversary with my love..

  3rd SONG- My Love-Westlife ( Feb 9,2012 )

   Mlm ni sy plan mau sruh dia nyanyi Home by Westlife..cz i'll be back home to miri laaa...can't wait to meet him..Love you dear..just in case sy x smpai2 di miri nnt..ehhehe

My Bestfriend..

My Bestfriend... He's the most awesome guy i've ever know. We had been friends for about 4 yrs now. We share a lot of things and keep each other secrets. He just likes my big brother,always be there for me when i'm lost. I'm glad that he never bored with me..ahaha..he the one i always call when i'm in trouble and he the place where i put my anger of. sorry buddy.. But,when he in trouble,he will tell me everything about it..but he kindda shy when it's about his girl. Now,he single..i've no idea why he didn't have any girl yet..? He was in love with her gf (ex) once and their relationship.. It's hard for him to find the new one after his last relationship. I wish you all the best..! msti ada bh tu.. just wait n see.. there's always be someone better..

Scrapbook..but HOW??

SCRAPBOOK~~~
I've thinking to make a scrapbook but i did't know how to make it. I'm not an creative person but i really want to make it. I have watch some video about making a scrapbook and it was really nice and awesome work. I want to make a scrapbook about my life and i will show it to my family when i grow old. This year i'm sure i will make it..! wish me luck..! 

First Anniversary with My Love..7/1/2012

Today is the best day for us. Although it just 1month but i'm really happy with him. I love you so much dear Gerald...!!!


Going to beach with the love one is really sweet. I'll always remember this day.
Anyway, on this special day his friends are with us. Actually I don't really mind about it. But, i just meet them and  i still kindda shy. That make me lil sad coz i can't even say a single words with them. I just don't know what to say. I'm not good with words..hmmm..really sad.. I thought we can be friends but i don't really think they like me coz of my attitude. Btw, thanx to them that make our day better. I really like them. Oly,Ema,Alex..thanx.. :)