I'm In LOVE again

Uiiiii...happy2 ni..org yg sy suka mmg suka sy laa..how cn??. He told me that yesterday. Feel like I want to fly without the wing..ahahaa..That the most wonderful time i ever feel. Dia bgtau yg dia suka sy since dia tnmpak sy d sklh..isssh2..mcm drama Korea la plak..nway, I really like him..he the 'LB' boy..aigoooo...but, dia ada gf la..and it's too late la dear..tp kn dia kata dia x suka dia pnya gf..hmmm..yake? setahu sy x da bf yg x ska gf dia..tapi..dia kata dia suka sy..aigoo..lg la pelik..n mmg tkejut abis la..mn x nya,sy suka dia bh..sgt2 lg tu..dia kata dia akn bgtau gf dia but he just don't know how..sy xpnh pn mnta dia break ngn gf dia tp sy suka dia..xkn la dia mau jd kn sy ni scandal dia..issshh..x ku ingin..bgs lg single..but, if he really love me,he would tell her girl the truth right..Hmmmm.. we'll see what happen next. I can't predict anything.. to fall in love with him or to fall apart.. xblh pntingkn diri sndri jg dlm hal ni..suka mmg suka tp fikir pasal org lain jg..hati org bukan mcm mainan..pandai sakit jg tu.. nahhh..fr u LB..

I did it and i 'm sure that the best decision

I've tell him the truth about my feeling last Thursday. And now he become my friend. We are OK become friend than couple. Last night he want to turn back with me but i can't. That my final decision and i will not change it. I'm really sorry to hurt you. You said that the same thing will happen to me in my future..but it's ok..that what we call life..klu dh xda komitmen mau bcouple jgn sj bh..remember this..love someone that love you. nway, Forget about him and continue with my life.

Things i want to do on my Holiday:

1: Traveling : Visit the wonderful place in the country
2: Decorate my own room
3: Day at the beach ( walk with my dog )
4: Hit the holiday sale
5: Get healthy
6: Go on off-road trip : I like adventure.
7: Get a make over : I want to get a curly hair. Mine is curl but it not too curl now.
8: ....
still got a lot in my mind. It will randomly come on my holiday.. xD

Someone told me This

last Tuesday someone told me that he doesn't love his girlfriend.
it's make me think like ouh..! we are in the same situation then. I did't love my boyfriend and i don't know why. Hate this feeling...!!

 Sometimes i need to listen to my own feeling...

This time, I have to listen to my feeling ..I just need to tell him the truth..is it really bad for me to say that?? hmm..i'll think about it and tell him when it is a perfect time.

IT'S NOT EASY..I'M SORRY..

Now i got time for my blog

It's had been 2 months i didn't write anything on my page.

well,i had a busy month.I need to prepare for my final exam.Until today,i still have two papers to go.i had finish my 6 papers.thanks God.The questions is totally hard to answer but i do my best.

My exam papers:

1.General Education 1 & 2
2.History 1 & 2
3.Business Education 1 & 2
4.Economic 1 & 2


my last paper is on Dec 13..can't wait to finish it.I just want to enjoy my holiday after exam.

No..it's not OK..!

I will not say "It's OK" from now on ..!

...said "IT's OK" does not mean it's all OK. to fortify others so i just say it "It's ok" .. hmmm ... it's would make my mind disturbed..want to explode like a big BOOM..!! everything is wrong.. all I did is not ok ..

so,to solve my problem I tried to stay calm, think positively and try not to get ANGRY..

forget about L.O.V.E

After struggle with love issue i think i have to forget about it from now on. Have to FOCUS in my study.
firstly...
there a lot of things that i have to do before the times is gone.
i have only about TWO MONTH before the BIG EXAM...
i'm not ready for it. 8 papers is not easy. but i have to do my best. but how..??? I'm try hard to have a better result in my last exam or i'm "dead" to my devil teacher. I have to prove that i can do it. hahaa..wish me luck..!

Today totally ruined..rosak abis..

I got two eyes..yup..xda rabun2..perfect eyes lg tu..but why msti tyme jln2 ada sj la sy ni terlanggar tiang or someone or anythings la..bt malu sj bh. Ari ni sy tlnggar tiang di boulevard..pnya la bsr tiang tu tp msh jg tlanggar..bengong..mata sy juling ke? sy tgk ok je pn..nsib sj org xda sn..if x mmg malu abis la..then tyme jln2 hmpir tjatuh plak di lantai..ni smua slh si selipar..nnt buang kt laut bru tau..nsib sj x jtuh btol2..kasi saham turun sj..yg paling teruk ari ni tlanggar pntu msk di Blvard..akaii....hmir lebam o kepala..sapa la pnya idea p pasang pntu cermn tu..klu auto buka xpa jg..ni x..buka sndri..dh la byk org lg tgk..ahahah..nsib sy pndai blakon..bt2 x tau je pastu..jln mcm x pnh blaku pn..clumsy me..!!