Someone told me This

last Tuesday someone told me that he doesn't love his girlfriend.
it's make me think like ouh..! we are in the same situation then. I did't love my boyfriend and i don't know why. Hate this feeling...!!

 Sometimes i need to listen to my own feeling...

This time, I have to listen to my feeling ..I just need to tell him the truth..is it really bad for me to say that?? hmm..i'll think about it and tell him when it is a perfect time.

IT'S NOT EASY..I'M SORRY..

Now i got time for my blog

It's had been 2 months i didn't write anything on my page.

well,i had a busy month.I need to prepare for my final exam.Until today,i still have two papers to go.i had finish my 6 papers.thanks God.The questions is totally hard to answer but i do my best.

My exam papers:

1.General Education 1 & 2
2.History 1 & 2
3.Business Education 1 & 2
4.Economic 1 & 2


my last paper is on Dec 13..can't wait to finish it.I just want to enjoy my holiday after exam.

No..it's not OK..!

I will not say "It's OK" from now on ..!

...said "IT's OK" does not mean it's all OK. to fortify others so i just say it "It's ok" .. hmmm ... it's would make my mind disturbed..want to explode like a big BOOM..!! everything is wrong.. all I did is not ok ..

so,to solve my problem I tried to stay calm, think positively and try not to get ANGRY..

forget about L.O.V.E

After struggle with love issue i think i have to forget about it from now on. Have to FOCUS in my study.
firstly...
there a lot of things that i have to do before the times is gone.
i have only about TWO MONTH before the BIG EXAM...
i'm not ready for it. 8 papers is not easy. but i have to do my best. but how..??? I'm try hard to have a better result in my last exam or i'm "dead" to my devil teacher. I have to prove that i can do it. hahaa..wish me luck..!

Today totally ruined..rosak abis..

I got two eyes..yup..xda rabun2..perfect eyes lg tu..but why msti tyme jln2 ada sj la sy ni terlanggar tiang or someone or anythings la..bt malu sj bh. Ari ni sy tlnggar tiang di boulevard..pnya la bsr tiang tu tp msh jg tlanggar..bengong..mata sy juling ke? sy tgk ok je pn..nsib sj org xda sn..if x mmg malu abis la..then tyme jln2 hmpir tjatuh plak di lantai..ni smua slh si selipar..nnt buang kt laut bru tau..nsib sj x jtuh btol2..kasi saham turun sj..yg paling teruk ari ni tlanggar pntu msk di Blvard..akaii....hmir lebam o kepala..sapa la pnya idea p pasang pntu cermn tu..klu auto buka xpa jg..ni x..buka sndri..dh la byk org lg tgk..ahahah..nsib sy pndai blakon..bt2 x tau je pastu..jln mcm x pnh blaku pn..clumsy me..!!

Apa mcm sda ni???

My heart still dupdup when I meet you..gila ke apa..mkin sy mau lupa kn dia mkin sy ingt kt dia..mcm bdk2 btol la..ahahhaa...knpa blh jd mcm ni..?? org sda ada gf la oiii...!!!! stop looking at him..please laa...xde makna nya..if dia single xpa jg..aiyaaa...u ni arrr..bh sy mau kasi crta dlu ni..knpa o if sy ada d mn2 msti ada dia? bkn sy p kjr dia pn. tp mmg dh mcm tu..dia pnya gf mmg untung la dpt smone mcm dia..wait2..perangai dia mcm mn o?? sy tgk la kn..ok2 je pn..mcm bdk2 pn ada jg..klu dia senyum mmg mulut dia jd senget..ahahaa..keunikan bh tu..muka jgn d pandang..hati dlu km check..issh2...study lg km sn..!

Things I want to do

There's a lot I want to do in this precious life. If I have money I will help all the poor people..but I'm not billionaire..that org kaya pnya tugas.. hidup ni enth bila2 blh gol..tpikir jg sy mau bt pa yg lbh bfaedah n ican enjoy myself with people surrounding me..happy2 always bh..

1.CAMPING..di dlm hutan yg selamat..

 mcm dlm pic tu..tp yg tu over lonely plak..bt asalkn selamat n i'm ok..xmau la p hutan yg ada anaconda tu. da jk x blik2 nnt..ahhaaa..btw,bkn pa sy mau try ni.sy ni jnis yg tkt gelap..mau tdur pn msti on lmpu..d hutan xda lmpu so mau try la..mengatasi ketakutan d hutan plus lbh enjoy..then msti ada sungai yg jernih if mau p camping dlm hutan..tujuan utama mau mndi sungai..yuuhuuuu..!!

2.TOUR SARAWAK and SABAH...!

Sy ni org Sarawak.asl di Miri..mmg dr kecil lg dh stay di miri..paling jauh sy pnh p smpai di Sri Aman..mau pijak Kuching pn blm..if d airport dia sda la..jst blm round2 mcm tourist lg..i want to try take roads that I never taken before..I may discover many quirky treasures about this land we call HOME..then di Sabah..mau p tgk pantai dia sj pn ckup la..plus mau p panjat G.Kinabalu if blh la..angan2 je tau..

3.WALL(rock) CLIMBING

Wall climbing would helps to build both of agility and our biceps. Tyme kcil2 sy panjat pokok sj pn. nama jg tahun monyet so perangai pn mcm monyet ckit2..ahhaha..btw,i would prefer to try the indoor rock climbing gyms..yg sy tau ada di Camp 5 di One Utama sj..yg lain d mn o.??

4.WRITE

Dr kcil lg sy sda menulis..mcm2 sy tulis.surat cinta sda.surat sakit sda.surat rasmi x rasmin pn sda..mcm2 ada..but nw I want somethings new..doesn't matter if it's poetry, a book, a review, or even a song...blog no need la..sda ada..there's something very significant about putting down our thoughts, ideas, dreams into a words. Best thing is, I'll get to look back at my 'Work ' many years down the road and catch ' glimpses ' of the person you were...yg ni sy sda start dh..best jg o..ada yg happy,sad n mcm2 la..mmg ketawa jg sy bca kdang2..