You make me smile dear GM..

Actually it happened on Feb 6,2012....

For the first time..he sang a song for me. It's feel like AWESOME..!!!!
I don't care about his voice. He's not an singer anyway. But i really like it when he start to sing me that song.. TONIGHT by WESTLIFE...it's our favourite band. His voice kindda nervous when he sang the first line but he can do it well. Love him so much. He promise me that he will sing a song for me every night before go to bed. You had promise me o dear..jgn pndai2 mau lupa..! kasi ketuk kepala nnt..!!

1st SONG..Tonight-Westlife.. will always on my mind..it's your fav song bh.. love you so much..!!

 2nd SONG, I miss You-Westlife ( Feb 7,2012 ) ... 2 month anniversary with my love..

  3rd SONG- My Love-Westlife ( Feb 9,2012 )

   Mlm ni sy plan mau sruh dia nyanyi Home by Westlife..cz i'll be back home to miri laaa...can't wait to meet him..Love you dear..just in case sy x smpai2 di miri nnt..ehhehe

My Bestfriend..

My Bestfriend... He's the most awesome guy i've ever know. We had been friends for about 4 yrs now. We share a lot of things and keep each other secrets. He just likes my big brother,always be there for me when i'm lost. I'm glad that he never bored with me..ahaha..he the one i always call when i'm in trouble and he the place where i put my anger of. sorry buddy.. But,when he in trouble,he will tell me everything about it..but he kindda shy when it's about his girl. Now,he single..i've no idea why he didn't have any girl yet..? He was in love with her gf (ex) once and their relationship.. It's hard for him to find the new one after his last relationship. I wish you all the best..! msti ada bh tu.. just wait n see.. there's always be someone better..

Scrapbook..but HOW??

SCRAPBOOK~~~
I've thinking to make a scrapbook but i did't know how to make it. I'm not an creative person but i really want to make it. I have watch some video about making a scrapbook and it was really nice and awesome work. I want to make a scrapbook about my life and i will show it to my family when i grow old. This year i'm sure i will make it..! wish me luck..! 

First Anniversary with My Love..7/1/2012

Today is the best day for us. Although it just 1month but i'm really happy with him. I love you so much dear Gerald...!!!


Going to beach with the love one is really sweet. I'll always remember this day.
Anyway, on this special day his friends are with us. Actually I don't really mind about it. But, i just meet them and  i still kindda shy. That make me lil sad coz i can't even say a single words with them. I just don't know what to say. I'm not good with words..hmmm..really sad.. I thought we can be friends but i don't really think they like me coz of my attitude. Btw, thanx to them that make our day better. I really like them. Oly,Ema,Alex..thanx.. :)

He's Mine~

Yesterday is the day---> 7/12/2011

He show me that he really love me. I'm so so happy.no words can describe it.. I just fall in love with him. Never thought that u will be mine. We have the same feeling towards each other and it call love. I don't care if he younger than me. The important thing is I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I'll never cheat on u dear. You must promise me the same thing..!! MUST..!!!

All what i want is our journey will remain forever. I don't want anybody else cz I already got u. I love You Gerald.. <3 <3

I'm In LOVE again

Uiiiii...happy2 ni..org yg sy suka mmg suka sy laa..how cn??. He told me that yesterday. Feel like I want to fly without the wing..ahahaa..That the most wonderful time i ever feel. Dia bgtau yg dia suka sy since dia tnmpak sy d sklh..isssh2..mcm drama Korea la plak..nway, I really like him..he the 'LB' boy..aigoooo...but, dia ada gf la..and it's too late la dear..tp kn dia kata dia x suka dia pnya gf..hmmm..yake? setahu sy x da bf yg x ska gf dia..tapi..dia kata dia suka sy..aigoo..lg la pelik..n mmg tkejut abis la..mn x nya,sy suka dia bh..sgt2 lg tu..dia kata dia akn bgtau gf dia but he just don't know how..sy xpnh pn mnta dia break ngn gf dia tp sy suka dia..xkn la dia mau jd kn sy ni scandal dia..issshh..x ku ingin..bgs lg single..but, if he really love me,he would tell her girl the truth right..Hmmmm.. we'll see what happen next. I can't predict anything.. to fall in love with him or to fall apart.. xblh pntingkn diri sndri jg dlm hal ni..suka mmg suka tp fikir pasal org lain jg..hati org bukan mcm mainan..pandai sakit jg tu.. nahhh..fr u LB..

I did it and i 'm sure that the best decision

I've tell him the truth about my feeling last Thursday. And now he become my friend. We are OK become friend than couple. Last night he want to turn back with me but i can't. That my final decision and i will not change it. I'm really sorry to hurt you. You said that the same thing will happen to me in my future..but it's ok..that what we call life..klu dh xda komitmen mau bcouple jgn sj bh..remember this..love someone that love you. nway, Forget about him and continue with my life.

Things i want to do on my Holiday:

1: Traveling : Visit the wonderful place in the country
2: Decorate my own room
3: Day at the beach ( walk with my dog )
4: Hit the holiday sale
5: Get healthy
6: Go on off-road trip : I like adventure.
7: Get a make over : I want to get a curly hair. Mine is curl but it not too curl now.
8: ....
still got a lot in my mind. It will randomly come on my holiday.. xD