No..it's not OK..!

I will not say "It's OK" from now on ..!

...said "IT's OK" does not mean it's all OK. to fortify others so i just say it "It's ok" .. hmmm ... it's would make my mind disturbed..want to explode like a big BOOM..!! everything is wrong.. all I did is not ok ..

so,to solve my problem I tried to stay calm, think positively and try not to get ANGRY..

forget about L.O.V.E

After struggle with love issue i think i have to forget about it from now on. Have to FOCUS in my study.
firstly...
there a lot of things that i have to do before the times is gone.
i have only about TWO MONTH before the BIG EXAM...
i'm not ready for it. 8 papers is not easy. but i have to do my best. but how..??? I'm try hard to have a better result in my last exam or i'm "dead" to my devil teacher. I have to prove that i can do it. hahaa..wish me luck..!

Today totally ruined..rosak abis..

I got two eyes..yup..xda rabun2..perfect eyes lg tu..but why msti tyme jln2 ada sj la sy ni terlanggar tiang or someone or anythings la..bt malu sj bh. Ari ni sy tlnggar tiang di boulevard..pnya la bsr tiang tu tp msh jg tlanggar..bengong..mata sy juling ke? sy tgk ok je pn..nsib sj org xda sn..if x mmg malu abis la..then tyme jln2 hmpir tjatuh plak di lantai..ni smua slh si selipar..nnt buang kt laut bru tau..nsib sj x jtuh btol2..kasi saham turun sj..yg paling teruk ari ni tlanggar pntu msk di Blvard..akaii....hmir lebam o kepala..sapa la pnya idea p pasang pntu cermn tu..klu auto buka xpa jg..ni x..buka sndri..dh la byk org lg tgk..ahahah..nsib sy pndai blakon..bt2 x tau je pastu..jln mcm x pnh blaku pn..clumsy me..!!

Apa mcm sda ni???

My heart still dupdup when I meet you..gila ke apa..mkin sy mau lupa kn dia mkin sy ingt kt dia..mcm bdk2 btol la..ahahhaa...knpa blh jd mcm ni..?? org sda ada gf la oiii...!!!! stop looking at him..please laa...xde makna nya..if dia single xpa jg..aiyaaa...u ni arrr..bh sy mau kasi crta dlu ni..knpa o if sy ada d mn2 msti ada dia? bkn sy p kjr dia pn. tp mmg dh mcm tu..dia pnya gf mmg untung la dpt smone mcm dia..wait2..perangai dia mcm mn o?? sy tgk la kn..ok2 je pn..mcm bdk2 pn ada jg..klu dia senyum mmg mulut dia jd senget..ahahaa..keunikan bh tu..muka jgn d pandang..hati dlu km check..issh2...study lg km sn..!

Things I want to do

There's a lot I want to do in this precious life. If I have money I will help all the poor people..but I'm not billionaire..that org kaya pnya tugas.. hidup ni enth bila2 blh gol..tpikir jg sy mau bt pa yg lbh bfaedah n ican enjoy myself with people surrounding me..happy2 always bh..

1.CAMPING..di dlm hutan yg selamat..

 mcm dlm pic tu..tp yg tu over lonely plak..bt asalkn selamat n i'm ok..xmau la p hutan yg ada anaconda tu. da jk x blik2 nnt..ahhaaa..btw,bkn pa sy mau try ni.sy ni jnis yg tkt gelap..mau tdur pn msti on lmpu..d hutan xda lmpu so mau try la..mengatasi ketakutan d hutan plus lbh enjoy..then msti ada sungai yg jernih if mau p camping dlm hutan..tujuan utama mau mndi sungai..yuuhuuuu..!!

2.TOUR SARAWAK and SABAH...!

Sy ni org Sarawak.asl di Miri..mmg dr kecil lg dh stay di miri..paling jauh sy pnh p smpai di Sri Aman..mau pijak Kuching pn blm..if d airport dia sda la..jst blm round2 mcm tourist lg..i want to try take roads that I never taken before..I may discover many quirky treasures about this land we call HOME..then di Sabah..mau p tgk pantai dia sj pn ckup la..plus mau p panjat G.Kinabalu if blh la..angan2 je tau..

3.WALL(rock) CLIMBING

Wall climbing would helps to build both of agility and our biceps. Tyme kcil2 sy panjat pokok sj pn. nama jg tahun monyet so perangai pn mcm monyet ckit2..ahhaha..btw,i would prefer to try the indoor rock climbing gyms..yg sy tau ada di Camp 5 di One Utama sj..yg lain d mn o.??

4.WRITE

Dr kcil lg sy sda menulis..mcm2 sy tulis.surat cinta sda.surat sakit sda.surat rasmi x rasmin pn sda..mcm2 ada..but nw I want somethings new..doesn't matter if it's poetry, a book, a review, or even a song...blog no need la..sda ada..there's something very significant about putting down our thoughts, ideas, dreams into a words. Best thing is, I'll get to look back at my 'Work ' many years down the road and catch ' glimpses ' of the person you were...yg ni sy sda start dh..best jg o..ada yg happy,sad n mcm2 la..mmg ketawa jg sy bca kdang2..

Letter to my Siblings

i love all of you and i do miss you when you are not around..isshh2..kali ni sy mau tulis surat cinta fr km 4 org..

Dear Sisters,
both of you are the beautiful person in the world but u know ake lg gap.. :D..ihihiih.. nw both of u are not with me here n I feel so so borink..but,sometimes if ekem un pn mls jg aku tgk.ahhaa..but i thankful coz i have both of you as my sister..jd aku pnya deriba..

Dear Brothers,
both of you are awesome..!!! cehhh..yela tu..kaki bully..pling sy suka tyme tumbuk2 mcm WWE..sy tau sy x kuat tp bst jg tmbuk2 org..sy tau sy tmbuk talak sakit..tu la sy ska tmbuk..xda rasa pn..tp jgn tmbuk sy kuat o nnt sy ngis bru tau..toinkk2..bab pling best main judi sama lu dua..sy msti mng pnya..main gn otak lor..ahahaha..manyak untung i kna lu dua..ahahhaa..just a games k.. peace no war.. :p

my bro sda gila..!

such a jerkk!..he's just 16 yrs old and now he think that he's cool..although your body are twice bigger than mine..im not afraid of you..! sy lastik dr jauh sj ko tu..naaa...nnt klu km ssh jgn cri sy o..skati kau je mau tikam2 sy gn barang. kalau la sy ni lelaki mmg sy tumbuk2 ko pnya muka itu.kasi buaya mkn..ni skati je mau mrh org. nnt klu dady blik ko sruh dia beli utk km k. sy blh bg pnjam tp sy pn mau gn bh..sapa sruh km kasi rosak itu lappy dlu..naaa..skrg mau gn sy pnya..sabar2 je la tnggu..byk lg hmwrk sy mau bt ni..tp blog2 la dlu..ahahhaa..sj2 bh ni..nnt klu km baca ni tau2 la km sy mau bg buaya mkn km..d tmn buaya 2 sy tikam km nnt..sy kuat d blog sj. jgn tikam sy lg gn barang..skit o..sot bro!!

Start Your Engine...!

What make you wake up on the morning...?
Aduhh..knpa la sy ni bgn awl sgt ari ni..?? dh la cuti lg 2. dh tbiasa sda bgn pgi awl sgt mau turun sklh. pkl 5 sda bgn.. tyme cuti la org tdo lma2 smpai tghari. Pa pnya mata la ni. slh timing btol ko ni bgn..aiyaaa..nnt klu tyme sklh ssh plak dia mau bgn. tu la sllu lmbt p sklh. pkul 6.45+ bru mau smpai. mn x nya nama sllu kna tulis itu pngawas gate..nyaman km..!!bt malu senior sj bh..ehh..yaka??malu la mrka?? last year d sklh bh ni..skati sy laa. cigu talak marah sma sy pn..ehhehee.. Cuti ni pnya la byk homework. btimbun2 cigu bg..ingat sy ni robokop ke??xda kecian ka sma sy cigu?? letih sy tulis menulis ni..dh la tgn lembab sgt. tulisan pn sda jd cakar ayam gituu..x mcm tulisan pmpuan sda..malu la sy..harap2 cigu semua paham yerr..BTW,bt homework pgi2 la sy suka..byk idea yg sy mimpi mlm td..tp relevan ke??hmmm..pndai2 la cigu check..sapa sruh jd cigu..ahaha..good job my cigu..syg km smua..!  hmmmm...sy bjanji akan siap kn smua homework sy..kcuali si ekonomoney..! ssh bh 2..kasi pening palak tgk keluk2..x ngam sy ni jd business women..lg pn sy pn xmau stress mcm cigu eko..tkt deh..! masam2 ko pnya muka. senyum cikit talak..tu pasal la sy pn sda kna virus tyme class km. masam2 ekonomoney sda..apa mcm mau bljar..? klu km snyum cikit pn sda sy cukup bsyukur sda..no hard feeling o cigu..wlpa2 pn,sy tetap syg km..

My Heart dupdup when i see ur face

 Org p sklh p belajar..ya..mmg betul..tp mata ni dh tertarik kt someone..akaii..parai ku waii...dh la dia muda 1 tahun dr sy..mcm mn ni?? kasi tutup itu mata..Bengong sy.. Mn2 sy pg mmg ada la dia. Muka dia bkn nya encem sgt pn. Encem lg my daddy..ahahaa..tp smthing special bout him yg bt sy trtarik smpai cm ni. snyuman dia yg so so nmpak gigi..ahahaa..cute lor..tp tu just perasaan sj bh kn.. 1 class tau sy sllu tgk dia..pa la sgt..x blh control sda my mata ni..tp dia pn sllu jg tgk sy..ahaha..perasan nk mampus laa..eee..xmalu sy ni..sot..! nway..sy xtau pn sapa nma dia tht y sy pngil dia "LB" cz sy tau dia org LunBawang..n dia ada gerek gituu..so sweet..tp dlm hati uiiii~ jeles trsangat2.. tht y sy mau kasi tutup ini mata n hati yg dupdup. fokus bljar la duhh...!! tiap pg p sklh mmg dia la pnymbut sy..ahaha..mn tak nya dia pngwas yg jg gate..snyum2 la sy dlm keta..jln pn straight jk xmok pndang dia..tkt kantoi plak.. apa2 pn..sy x mau bh sy curi gerek org..yg dia ska tgk sy pasal la o?? u like me? I like u..! ahaha..budu pnya org..toinkk2..kasi ketuk sy pnya kepala ni..! bh ni sj la yg sy mampu b'sot2.. pkai sy ketawa d masa hadapan.. Love make u crazy..uii..fall in love ka sy?? jgn2..sy sda ada yg pnya..bonggok deh sy..!!!